沙發也是天堂

　　今晚是個奇妙的夜晚，
我或許可以如往常般吃完飯後就回家了，
徐摸堅持他要來找我跟A詠，但感覺得到他走不開身，
我以為是有什麼重要"內幕"必須當晚就給我跟A詠個震撼，
我們等了十分又十分，雖然是這麼說，但其實我們還有伴，
倒也沒有等待的感覺，徐摸其實不用太擔心，訴諸一言九鼎，
答應的事要做到，對一個酒醉的人似乎太嚴苛。


在等徐摸回來的期間，我的手機接了不下十通小慧的電話，
有的我有接，有的我不敢接，說實在的，他把我定位為一個朋友嗎？
當我也回應他「我也想你」時實在有點口是心非，我們從來沒有
深刻地聊天，也很久沒有見面，我對朋友的定義又向來嚴格，
但我真心地關心這麼一群人，也非常喜歡他們的一些特質，
原住民對我而言像是一個概念性的名詞，我像只是跟"原住民"這三個字
作朋友，卻從不知道要怎麼跟他們做朋友，這樣他們是否願意
把我當朋友呢？我們是不是習慣了透過交談交朋友，
如果遇到的是喝酒唱歌跳舞的文化族群呢？
我窺見過他們的生活，甚至跟他們玩過，但大多時候我是無知的。
在數度推託後，也不想給徐摸難堪，從小慧的回答我也感覺這次
不去見他，以後大概也都沒機會了，不是因為他真的不再下來，
而是即便他下來也沒有立場作朋友了，這下子體會什麼是盛情難卻，
最難過的時候是拿理由搪塞他時，當答應好要去找他時，今晚已經變得很好玩了。

　　



　　

Thank you, thank you, thank you, you're far too kind



Now can I get an encore, do you want more

Cookin raw with the Brooklyn boy

So for one last time I need y'all to roar



Now what the hell are you waitin for

After me, there shall be no more

So for one last time, nigga make some noise



Get em Jay



Who you know fresher than Hov'? Riddle me that

The rest of y'all know where I'm lyrically at

Can't none of y'all mirror me back

Yeah hearin me rap is like hearin G. Rap in his prime

I'm, young H.O., rap's Grateful Dead

Back to take over the globe, now break bread

I'm in, Boeing jets, Global Express

Out the country but the blueberry still connect

On the low but the yacht got a triple deck

But when you Young, what the fuck you expect? Yep, yep

Grand openin, grand closin

God your man Hov' cracked the can open again

Who you gon' find doper than him with no pen

just draw off inspiration

Soon you gon' see you can't replace him

with cheap imitations for DESE GENERATIONS



Now can I get an encore, do you want more

Cookin raw with the Brooklyn boy

So for one last time I need y'all to roar



Now what the hell are you waitin for

After me, there shall be no more

So for one last time, nigga make some noise



What the hell are you waiting for



[sighs] Look what you made me do, look what I made for you

Knew if I paid my dues, how will they pay you

When you first come in the game, they try to play you

Then you drop a couple of hits, look how they wave to you

From Marcy to Madison Square

To the only thing that matters in just a matter of years (yea)

As fate would have it, Jay's status appears

to be at an all-time high, perfect time to say goodbye

When I come back like Jordan, wearin the 4-5

It ain't to play games wit u

It's to aim at you, probably maim you

If I owe you I'm blowin you to smithereens

Cocksucker take one for your team

And I need you to remember one thing (one thing)

I came, I saw, I conquered

From record sales, to sold out concerts

So motherfucker if you want this encore

I need you to scream, 'til your lungs get sore



I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless lost under the surface

Don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

And every second I waste is more than I can take



I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I've become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you



I've become so numb.....

Can I get an encore, do you want more (more...)

I've become so numb.....

So for one last time I need y'all to roar

One last time I need y'all to roar